Thursday, April 4, 2013

Rawrr

I am free of allergies.
I require no medication.
I have no physical and/or genetic disabilities
However,
I feel as if i seriously
SERIOUSLY have
ADHD.
OCD.
Asthma.
Bipolarity.
Dyslexia.

I can't pay attention in class at times,
no matter how much I want to or need to or try.
I remember the oddest things to stress about
throughout the day during the most inconvenient times.

I obsess over little things,
checking
double checking
even triple checking random things in my life.
Even when I know and I'm sure I've done everything.

I run.
I'm wheezing after 5 minutes.
I hike.
I pant after a few steps.
I walk up a hill to my parked car.
I'm out of breath after I cross a quarter of the hill.
Not even that steep.

I switch between moods per person
within minutes. Maybe seconds.
I can be extremely grumpy and depressing and stressed,
then be completely excited about something that happens.

I read.
I write.
Occasionally, I spell out of order.
I read a word as something else.
So I read and re-read a sentence to find my mistake.

I don't know.
I just don't know.

Well, I tried to be poetic, but it's not working. teehee :) But I got this down atleast! :)

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