Ever since i moved into a dorm, nothing seems to go right. I spill nail polish remover in my pillow and laptop. Thank god that didnt die. I dropped my laptop ftom my bed because it was near the edge and i bounced on my bed. (Ok, my bad that time. But its still an accident that seems never to happen to anyone but me.) I had my period and found out too late that i bled through my sweatpants. My USB nearly stopped working on me for no reason. And for home stuff, i didnt realize my printer cord was long enough not to hav to move my extension to my table, but only after half the semester passed. I found out the bed cover i brought too late could be more comfortable after i kept readjusting it for a week. My new glasses are making my eyes worse and worse till i feel blind and have a constant headache fron using them. I have failing grades and a dead romance. Distant friends and a roomate whom i never talk to. But ive been given soooo many more opportunities than others. I finally have an accessible gym and time and places to run but my shin hurts and knees are weird. Then i get into a second bike accident before properly enjoying myself and yet again i cant run. I have a considerate roomate. An international student. I have the chance of a life time to have fun and be amazing! But i didnt take it. Adrian came and showed interest in me but i kept waiting and saying stupid things that finally pushed him away. Ive delved deeper and deeper into my own sink hole and strived for more and more when i really shouldve been enjoying the present and seeing all that ive got. My life is sooo expensive and im not paying a cent. I need new glasses, wisdom teeth appointment, cavity fixing appointment, and first aid from my two bike accidents. I also got a new samsung galaxy 3phone and that wasnt cheap. Now i need a new laptop, and right before finals!! Grrrr seriously, could i get anymore bad luck?? Ehat have i dine to justify allthis? Not that much. What have i done to deserve all this? Nothing so bad that it deserves ALLof this. Or nothing that i can remember. I constantly feel bad for everything i do, mostly because i know i go by my first instincts them reakize how that instinct may be percieved as rude and weird and i end up embarrassing myself.
I mean really, could this get anyworse? Probably, now that ive jinxed it.