skipped practice and felt super bad, so i decide to run. Turns out I finished 3 miles!! ran the furthest I've ever done in my neighborhood, though appareently in track we used to un 3 miles too. I was taking breaks, just like in track, but I felt beter and more accomplished today than I did in track. Maybe the change in scenery. Or maybe I've got more fitting clothes this time. Or maybe because Ididn't have track stars to run with and feel slow against. Or maybe...
Who knows. All I know is, I want to be doing this everyday, though I know I can't because I simply don't. Have. Time. Want to watch Grimm, Switched at birth, Once upon a time, Walking dead, New girl, and romance movies, yet I want to squish in 4 years of schooling into 3 with starting my stuff a semester late. I want to hike and do this and that play quidditch and EVERYTHING!!! But. I. Can't.
Also want to finished the last two Harry potter books and Across the universe. But guess what? I____
Wish I were like those super multitaskers who just join things and ace them or try out something totally crazy and succeed. Me? I do regular stuff, a bit above average, and just get by. Well, I succeed, but I fail on an Asian level that I should be at. I'm asian, I have asian friends, and half the school is asian, but me? oh god, I'm just 100% american on the inside.
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