I finally understand what people mean when they say they feel like a winner even though they thoroughly lost everygame. Yesterday, I was on this newbie quidditch team and I knew I wasn't good and I was completely nervous I'd let everyone down because I was horrible, but it wasn't bad at all. Yea, there are a few things I should've worked on, and I probably should've practiced more or gotten more in shape. However, we were all friends, and we didn't expect to win even if we had hoped to. We played others, lost. Butttt I did so much better than I usually do in quidditch that it really didn't matter. I learned more strategies in playing and watching and actually following the game. Maybe the most influencial thing was that I was able to goal ref first and I was forced to follow the game and HAD to do stuff on my own and make own decisions. Anyway, I WAS PROUD OF OUR TEAM AND HOW WE PLAYED!! But afterwards, my clothes were dirty and I was super tired and IDK what was wrong. I felt sick like I should have a fever, but I didn't. I just wanted to cuddle up and sleep forever, yet I wanted to be doing stuff, like watch a movie or something. Oh well, great day. And now, school....
I haven't even thought about school all day! I was super stressed the day before, looking at the intense schedule of my summer, then at what I should do this week, assignments to finish, and exams to study for, but now, monday, I don't feel any anxiety about schools! YAY! Well, I do know I haveee to finish some things but I don't FEEL like it's important. You ever feel like that? You KNOWW something is important and you should totally do it, but you feel totally calm and relaxed and like everything will just work out?
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