Now..

finished HARYY POTTER 5!!!!! ugh, i am sooo lost with these characters - their names what they're supposed to look like their past, how harry knows them and what they do in relation to people and stuff. Anyway, as much as i hate the movies for mixing things up and confusing me even more about this and that, I want to see the visual and to see how much I read into it and how others did and how people act this stuff out and.. well i'm a TV junkie, so can't really blame me. I also want sooo many other books to be "movie-tized" and they probably will but I want people to learn from this harry potter thing that DIRECTORS AND ACTORS NEED TO READ THE BOOK BEFORE FILMING!!!!!!

Also.... found out I know two smokers though they're not friends but they seem nice enough. But that's not what I want to talk about today. Found out I am a horrible HORRIBLE audio learner. When someone speaks for over 2 minutes straight, I lose focus on what's happening and my mind wanders. This is in lectures, in conversation, even when I watch a movie and two people are conversing - it becomes a jumble sometimes...I NEED WRITING! I NEED VISUAL!!! Someone told me about "once removed" and "first cousins" and I didn't know, but just accepted that I don't know any. And my mom told me about "adopt a road" stuff and I didn't remember even the next day. Then I just searched hem up and I 100% understand and can remember this stuff. Ugh, whatever.

Also I recognized That I don't "mentally see" as well and I think I should. Actually, I don't know. I yahoo answered about this and no one gave a good answer. So apparently I don't see in detail or remember in deatil and when reading I visualize people as real people, but they act cartoony and I visualize their faces streetching or scrunching up or they jumping around like cartoons do and not as real people do. and with memories, I know when I see stuff it's in detail and even in my dreams it's in detail, but it's only for that present time. then when I mentally remember it or try to "see" stuff it's a blur, sort of like a sketch of what happened but not in the sense that it's like pencil paper. Isn't that weird? But I know when I see it I 'll know it but bymyself, I can't "see" it in detail.

And now i'm rambling so that's all for this week.

MAGIC!!! Reading So you want to be a wizard, Harry potter, watching secret circle, H2O, Once upon a time, and random stuff along the way :)